Slow down, twenty-two

Freeze me in my youth

I wish sometimes I weren't alive

I just can't bear the truth.

I can't listen to my heartbeat

I can't bear to feel my breath

What's the point of living

When living leads to death?

Death is not my greatest fear

My greatest fear is living

For I'm a helpless victim

Of the time that life is giving.

I'm too afraid of living

Although I must pretend

I'm too afraid of loving

Can't face the coming end.

� Rainbowturtle